You once swore you'd never hurt me.
As I lay ever so peacefully, enveloped in your arms, a soothing warmth taking over, you swore it. The words rolled off your tongue and out your stunning lips, coming out in your perfect voice straight through my flawed ear. And even after out the strangulating hardships I had felt through trust, people and life in the past, I. Believed.
Once upon a time, you made ridiculous promises to stay by my side. You once promised I'd no longer lie alone, being taken over by my own shadows. You promised to hold my hand through hardships and never let me go. You promised, I was the only one for you. And even after all the times people had bought people's lies in the past, only to be twisted and panged as a result, I thought you were different. I. Believed.
The world once crashed down around me. Utter terror was everywhere, as I struggled to find my place in life. You carried me out of the rubble and set me down ever so gently, wiping away the dirty tears crawling down my face. You put aside my flaws and weaknesses, held me close, and made it all go away. You eased the pain, you ceased the tears. You said you'd never make me cry. And even though all the signs showed how that would never happen, even though they all told me 'no', I.Believed.
Now months later, it's been twice you've taken over. My thoughts, dreams, hopes and fears surrounded and blocked by images of only you. Why would anything else matter as long as I had you, the serene angel by my side? No matter what issues, no matter what problems, the one who would always guide me and stay by my side was with me. I was safe, I was protected… or at least. That was what, I. Believed.
Tossed aside, limp and hurt like a useless lump, you're gone, I'm here still caught in the isolation you created for me. My safe little world continued to crash, yet you were not there to pick up the pieces. As salty tears flowed down my cheeks, not a soul was there to dry them. In my moment s of lonely, at the brink of the end, no one was there to stop me from falling. And so, I'm stuck in a horrible rut. With you gone, no one's there to grab my hand and save me from myself. In my time of misery and despair, you were the cure. That's what I. Believed.
And the darkness takes over, everything in ruins around me, I see you were nothing but the sickness driving me to insanity.
You. Lied.
As I lay ever so peacefully, enveloped in your arms, a soothing warmth taking over, you swore it. The words rolled off your tongue and out your stunning lips, coming out in your perfect voice straight through my flawed ear. And even after out the strangulating hardships I had felt through trust, people and life in the past, I. Believed.
Once upon a time, you made ridiculous promises to stay by my side. You once promised I'd no longer lie alone, being taken over by my own shadows. You promised to hold my hand through hardships and never let me go. You promised, I was the only one for you. And even after all the times people had bought people's lies in the past, only to be twisted and panged as a result, I thought you were different. I. Believed.
The world once crashed down around me. Utter terror was everywhere, as I struggled to find my place in life. You carried me out of the rubble and set me down ever so gently, wiping away the dirty tears crawling down my face. You put aside my flaws and weaknesses, held me close, and made it all go away. You eased the pain, you ceased the tears. You said you'd never make me cry. And even though all the signs showed how that would never happen, even though they all told me 'no', I.Believed.
Now months later, it's been twice you've taken over. My thoughts, dreams, hopes and fears surrounded and blocked by images of only you. Why would anything else matter as long as I had you, the serene angel by my side? No matter what issues, no matter what problems, the one who would always guide me and stay by my side was with me. I was safe, I was protected… or at least. That was what, I. Believed.
Tossed aside, limp and hurt like a useless lump, you're gone, I'm here still caught in the isolation you created for me. My safe little world continued to crash, yet you were not there to pick up the pieces. As salty tears flowed down my cheeks, not a soul was there to dry them. In my moment s of lonely, at the brink of the end, no one was there to stop me from falling. And so, I'm stuck in a horrible rut. With you gone, no one's there to grab my hand and save me from myself. In my time of misery and despair, you were the cure. That's what I. Believed.
And the darkness takes over, everything in ruins around me, I see you were nothing but the sickness driving me to insanity.
You. Lied.
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