Useless

Flashes of light, Roars of thunder,
I look towards the sky,
with a feeling of heaviness, deep under.
My reality down, dreams high.

I walk across the green field,
rain falling heavily on my face,
thinking about my life, no yield.
The world fast, my slow pace.

I sit beside a lake, alone.
throwing stones, like wasting every second of life.
The clouds like my past, with a dull and grey tone.
Making mistakes in my life in every strive.

My eyes search the horizon,
waiting for someone to trust, still no luck.
I wish for someone i could trust on,
but life's a game, and i suck.

I look at my watch,
its time, time to go home...back to my cage,
minutes and seconds, i try to dodge,
No use. Life's a drama, no stage.